I just realized I always say I missed LJ. Namiss ko na rin tlag magblog. Sayang brain cells ko, dami ko ng naisip tas di ko naman nasulat. Malamang makakalimutan ko na yun.
So many things happening in my life I wasnt able to post.
1. I opened a computer shop in Cavite. Sales hitting quota but opex is 20% more than projected.
I worked with my Sis and Bro. Iba rin ang bonding ng business. In fairness, naging mas close kami ng Ate ko. Imagine, isang Saturday gigisingin ka ng ate mo, umiiyak sa worries. Nice one. Tas tutulugan mo lang sya kasi pagod ka na (in everything in general) at gusto mo muna magpahinga. She texted "luv u", first time she said ever since our sisterhood.
Muntik ng not good relationship with relatives. magdagdag ka pa ng nakakpraning na game theories.
Im now used to being myself in a family set-up - excessively happy, bouncing, thinking aloud, talking aloud, singing my music (in my own tone and lyrics), etc.
2. I am enjoying my work. I love Monde, my workmates, the things I do and all other things (I think) I can do here. Ideal setting for the jennygaje growth. God knows that my personality needs this set up. And Im grateful.
Aalis dito? Havent thought of when actually. but I know I wana have a big time business soon... and serve. =)
3. Somehow, I feel I am called to be mature. Nakakapraning. Oh yes... I have to take care of myself - my health, my finances, my time, events I went to, books I read, etc. And of course, more than that, take care of others - my relationships with my family, my friendds, my spiritual family, and my prospect significant other (haha.. as if). Ayon.. gusto ko lang mag enumerate. Ngaun ko lang narealize na I love being pushed, being called, being challenged to be competitive. I think that is somehow effective for me.
4. Had several inuman sessions with old and new friends - elem, hi skul and workmates. Ngaun lang ako ulet uminom. Mataas na ngaun ang aking maximum capacity.. 4 bottles.
As of this writing, still thinking if I should continue. Keser man... I am bothered with this kind of lifestyle.
I missed my Cavite friends. Nakakamiss ang aming old ways of having fun
Si allan, bading na. High school bestfriend now has a 10-month old kid. Majority had sex. Some tasted drugs. Nag fly away na sa states ung iba. Parang may nakita akong elementary batchmate na praning na... naging taong grasa.
5. I am spiritually weakening. I am tired sometimes. But I am hopeful tha God can do even greater things.
6. I'll have a date on Saturday. Excited.
7. Naiinis ako kay Manolo.
8. I am missing someone but feel limited to text.
9. Report again in Makati next week.
10. Had my birtday celebration.
Aug 2 - first bday celeb in Monde. pakain c/o logistics. natouch ako. hehe.
Aug 3 - Ice skating in MOA with officemates (Tin, Monica, Resty, Vince). Tas hang out in San Lorenzo in Nidia's place
Aug 4 - tulog lang. o what a gift.
Aug 5 - family dinner in Cavite (Mama, Papa, James, Ate Joy, Kuya, Ate Jack, Eko Boy, Jeremi, Ninong, Tatan, Mommy Dors, Mama Ching)
Traditional ice cream. Sarap. Eat-all-you can.
Aug 18 - baywalk with elementary friends. star city!!! coolness.
Aug 16 - grand poakain with Monde Aug Celebrants. Buong planta to... umm.. covered courts, grass area, HR office... saaan ba? hehe..
Sana may pics ako sa multiply.
11. I want to cut my hair super short.. as in feeling pep squad ulet.
12. I want a big time camera. kelan kaya.
13. I am missing school. I am missing JPIA.